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It has been unspeakably hot here for the past week and I would like the weather to Cease, I am bad in heat under the best of circumstances and I have been all over the damn place all week trying to accomplish 97 different goals and just miserable and nauseous and sweaty the whole time.
Hello.
This has been very in and out ever since I made an account here. I make no promises, it may still be like that as soon as tomorrow. My brain requires constant wrangling.
However, I have purchased a planner today! I did so because if I did not do that before going back to school (I got into grad school!!) I would absolutely lose my own head, and also in the hope that I might be on track to have slightly more structure in my life again. It is not hope without basis: between the pandemic being at least more under control and the promise of the structured life of classes, I will at least have significantly more day-to-day and week-to-week stability than dog walking afforded me, where I could never be sure what my schedule would be on any given day until I woke up that morning. I will also be sitting on a computer a lot more frequently than I was before the pandemic, with ample desire to procrastinate (and writing up Dreamwidth entries being a much healthier way to do that than endlessly scrolling twitter, because I will at some point run out of things to say. Sometimes the natural moment for a flip kicks the executive function into gear).
Here's to hopes of a more organized future. I will, at least, have plenty of time for podcast listening on the bus commuting to school in the fall.
Hello.
This has been very in and out ever since I made an account here. I make no promises, it may still be like that as soon as tomorrow. My brain requires constant wrangling.
However, I have purchased a planner today! I did so because if I did not do that before going back to school (I got into grad school!!) I would absolutely lose my own head, and also in the hope that I might be on track to have slightly more structure in my life again. It is not hope without basis: between the pandemic being at least more under control and the promise of the structured life of classes, I will at least have significantly more day-to-day and week-to-week stability than dog walking afforded me, where I could never be sure what my schedule would be on any given day until I woke up that morning. I will also be sitting on a computer a lot more frequently than I was before the pandemic, with ample desire to procrastinate (and writing up Dreamwidth entries being a much healthier way to do that than endlessly scrolling twitter, because I will at some point run out of things to say. Sometimes the natural moment for a flip kicks the executive function into gear).
Here's to hopes of a more organized future. I will, at least, have plenty of time for podcast listening on the bus commuting to school in the fall.
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